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I'll be on vacation for a week, so there won't be any updates after this one for at least 8-12 days. I'm still working on rewriting the ending and I'm nearing the end of what was already written. I'm glad people are liking reading this again though.
~Katie
PART 14
Back in the hotel room, Isabel watched as Alex drifted off to sleep, lying on the bed near little Zan. Knowing that her lost love was home safe, and that he wanted her was an immeasurable feeling, but guilt tugged at her conscience as well. Kyle still lay on the ground nearby and Isabel knew what she needed to do. It was the only way they would have the privacy she needed to tell him. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, letting herself slip into his dream.
Instead of finding herself in any of Kyles’ normal dreams, she found herself standing in the darkness of an empty abandoned house. The furniture was tattered and decayed, the triangle shaped windows broken. Eerie moonlight spilled in through the broken glass. It wasn’t a house….it was that old dome they’d explored years ago. The one Micheal had been obsessed with. But Kyle hadn’t been with them then.
“Why are you dreaming about this?” Isabel whispered to herself.
“You tell me.” Kyle’s voice startled her and she turned to see him leaning against a doorjamb. His expression was filled with quiet pain.
“Kyle, I needed to talk to you alone. I figured this was the only way.”
He nodded ,but didn’t move from the doorway. “What is this place anyway?”
Isabel noted the detail of his dream, down to the ripped up furniture and old floorboards. “It was an old dome building in the desert that Micheal had a vision of. We all went out there to see and your Dad was chasing us then. Micheal found a key to a secret room under the floor. The guy that lived here was obsessed with UFOs and aliens, he’d met Nasedo, but he was long gone. Your dad found us and we ran. That’s all I remember.”
“Why am I dreaming about it? I wasn’t even with you guys then.”
Isabel chewed her lip. “I know, it worries me. Maybe it has something do with your having powers.”
“Maybe it means we’re going to be here again in the future.”
“Like Liz’s visions you mean, or premonitions I should say.”
“Yeah.”
Silence fell between them like a thick blanket. Isabel knew she needed to say what she had come here to say before either of them lost the dream.
“Kyle….I….”
Kyle stepped toward her, sadness danced across his eyes. “Iz, I know. He’s your lifemate. I can’t stop it….anymore than Tess could stop Max from loving Liz.”
“But Kyle, I never wanted to hurt you….and you’ve been so great to me….” Isabel felt tears welling up. As much as she loved Alex, Kyle had been the most normal boyfriend she’d ever had….and she felt like she was betraying that.
He pulled her into a hug. “It’s okay Isabel. It hurts….but I’ll be fine. You belong with him,” Kyle paused long enough to pull back and look into her eyes. “Not with me.”
“I’m sorry, for what it’s worth.” Isabel mumbled.
“Don’t be. We had our time. And we had fun, didn’t we?”
“Yes.”
“Then let’s leave it at that. I’m not sorry. And I know that in awhile…I’ll even be happy for you and Alex.”
Isabel managed a small smile. “Thank You Kyle.”
“For what?”
“For being so ……you.”
Kyle laughed a little. “Who else would I be Princess?”
Isabel smiled and let the dream link disappate, slipping into her own sleep and dreams that were only hers. She felt contented. The only worry that nagged her now was whether Kyle’s dream about the dome was a premonition or just coincidence.
The ride back to Roswell was filled with possibility and hope for nearly everyone. Serena, Maria and Michael talked the whole way, as she filled him in on their family history and laughingly recalled their past sibling rivalries. Ava and Kyle traded bad jokes about road signs and bumper stickers. Isabel felt as if a great weight had been lifted off of her as she rode beside Alex in his jeep, Zan sleeping peacefully in his carseat, she asked Alex all sorts of questions about his life on Antar and his journey back.
Only Liz and Max were subdued in their car. Both had a rippling feeling of apprehension.
“Do you feel it too?” Liz asked.
Max kept his gaze on the road. “Yes, but I don’t know what it means.”
“Something is waiting for us back in Roswell.” Liz murmured.
“But what?”
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Jim sat across from Nicholas at the table. The two regarded each other with a nervous look.
“ You want to start by telling me what’s wrong with Tess?”
Nicholas looked uncomfortable, dealing with a new emotion of guilt. “I think she’s just weak. She….she went through a lot to help me.”
Jim watched the nervous youth. There was little about this young man that seemed threatening, in fact he found it hard to believe that this was the same little brat who had wreaked so much havoc upon the pod squad. “You think? Or you know?”
“I think…well I was unconscious when she did it.”
“Did what?”
“Changed me. My husk….it was dying. Tess was looking for this thing….she called it a Tachyan orb, from Antar. It was buried out in the desert, she said that she could use her powers through it to help me. I passed out in the car as we got to the desert, I remember her half dragging me out into the desert, then there’s nothing. I woke up hours later, and she was lying next to me.”
“So she did that to herself for you?” Jim was doubtful. He wanted to believe she had tried to redeem herself, but with so much bad history…
“She did. Last night I still looked the way you remember me, my husk didn’t age. I was stuck being a 14 year old boy for my entire time on this planet. Whatever she did with that orb changed the husk….changed it into a human body.”
“You know that for sure?”
Nicholas caught what Jim was hinting at. “I can’t use powers against you if that’s what you mean. Any abilities I had are gone.”
“Sounds like a great alibi…..or a lie.”
“You want proof?” Nicholas felt frustrated. He wasn’t used to being believed, but was unsure of how to convince this man of his honesty.
“It’d be nice, but I don’t know how I could test you.”
“You could try cutting me with a knife. You’d see that I can’t heal it, or defend myself against it.”
Jim stifled a small chuckle. “Then I’d have you bleeding on my kitchen table, I’ll wait until my son and the gang come back. I’m sure they’ll put you through a better test than that.”
Nicholas stared into the cup of coffee in front of him. The thought of them coming back, while she was still so weak, while he was defenseless….what would happen then? He only hoped that they would be merciful.
“You don’t like my coffee?” Jim questioned, reading the anxiety on Nicholas’ features.
“I….I don’t know.” Nicholas sipped the beverage, but was shocked at the bitter taste that filled his mouth, he rushed to the sink to spit it out.
Jim looked amused. “That bad?”
“No, I just….never knew that’s what it tasted like.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’ve never had a sense of taste before.” Nicholas admitted slowly, his skin’s humanness had been limited only to its appearance.
Jim stared at him for moment, then began to laugh. “And the first taste you had was my day old coffee? Well, I guess I got my revenge then.”
Nicholas wiped his mouth and managed a small smile. He might get along with this man after all.
Liz breathed a small sigh of relief and exhaustion as they pulled into the driveway of the Evans home. She was tired and wanted nothing more than to snuggle up with Max and Jack for awhile until she had a chance to process her emotions about Alex’s return.
On one hand she was so grateful that Alex was alive, but on the other she was distraught about how he now had a son and all the complications that they would have to deal with. They would have to find a way to explain his ‘return from the dead.’
“It’s okay Liz, we’ll figure out how to explain it. Weirder things have happened in Roswell.” Max carried Jack in his baby seat. The infant snoozed peacefully.
Isabel faltered as Alex pulled up the jeep to her driveway. Max and Liz had already gone inside. She stared at his face, trying to memorize every detail. He’d changed, the softness gone from his features, but the love in his eyes was undeniable.
“It’s okay Isabel. I’ll see you soon.”
“I feel stupid….like I’m scared if you drive away, I won’t see you again.”
Alex turned her face to look at him. “If I have to spend the rest of our lives reassuring you…I will.” He leaned in to kiss her, savoring her taste. He had imagined moments like these for so long, and now enjoyed them fully.
After a moment Isabel pulled back, now smiling. “All right.”
“I’ll call you later. I’m going to be doing a lot of explaining to my parents.”
“Are you going to tell them?”
“I can’t see a way around it. How else would you explain a return from the dead? I think that they’ll be relieved to hear it was just aliens, and not some satanic business.” Alex forced out a false laugh. In truth, he was unsure of how they would handle it, but it couldn’t be avoided.
“You’re going to tell them about him too?” Isabel nodded toward the small boy in the backseat, sleeping soundly.
Alex nodded, his gaze softening as he gazed at his son. “Maybe it will give them some hope and happiness to not only reclaim me, but their grandson as well.”
“I hope so, Alex. Max was hurt that Zan didn’t belong to him, but relieved as well. I didn’t get to ask you how you felt.” Isabel really wanted to ask him how it was possible, but didn’t want to know at the same time.
Alex faltered. “I’ve had awhile to process it. She used me, Isabel. I was so messed up from the mindwarp….and she …..I …..I didn’t know it was her.” His face looked conflicted, ashamed, embarrassed.
“It’s okay. I don’t need to know. What matters now is that he has a father who cares about him, regardless of how he was conceived.” Isabel rubbed his cheek.
Alex nodded. “I do love him. He’s my son. Despite his mother, although I’m changing his name a bit.”
“To what?”
“Zander. It’s a little more human, and since he’s not really Max’s son, or Zan’s.”
Isabel smiled. “It’s perfect, plus it’s a form of Alexander.”
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Jim Valenti watched as Michael pulled into his driveway. He heaved a large sig and looked toward where Tess and Nicholas sat on his couch. Tess’ tired blue eyes met his gaze and she nodded. “Better now than later.”
Jim stepped out onto the porch, shutting the door behind him. Michael and the others were tumbling out of the car. Jim did a double take as he saw another Tess walking beside Kyle. Kyle appeared at ease with this twin though, laughing at something she said. A girl with dark curls was unfamiliar but she clapped her eyes on him and Jim knew she was one of them, and she knew what he was about to tell them, before he said a word.
Serena put a hand on her brothers arm. She remembered their closeness from before, he’d taught her to use her powers, helped her steal treats from the kitchen, and always looked out for her. But now, with his memories wiped, she would have to look out for him.
“Micheal….they’re here.”
“Who?”
“Tess and Nicholas.” Serena said slowly, watching the older man’s eyes. He’d all but shouted the news in his eyes.
Micheal’s hackles went up. Serena tightened her grip. “I’ll call Max , Liz, and Alex. We should wait to do anything until they get here.”
Michael’s old temper flared for a moment. “Why, because he’s the fearless leader?”
“No, because we’re stronger together.”
Maria had to smother a smile as she watched Serena diffuse Michael’s seething reaction. But as Jim reached them and explained who was inside she felt her stomach lurch. Would they ever be able to live in peace?
Ava and Kyle stood together as his father explained how he’d found the two traitors, and what Nicholas had claimed about his humanity.
Kyle tossed a thought at Ava.
What do you think?
Not sure, but I don’t feel power being dished out, and your dad’s brain seems clear of mindwarp traces.
Good to know. Do you think Max is going to kill your doppelganger?
Ava shrugged as she thought back.
Not sure, Alex might get to it before he does.
Yeah, I can’t understand how he feels about everything she did to HIM.
He’s angry, but your friend Alex is a good person. I don’t know what is going to happen.
Kyle paused before asking.
Are you nervous about seeing her?
A little. Ava kicked a pebble with her sneaker.
She’s the reason it’s going to take awhile for you all not to hate me.
They don’t hate you.
Do too.
Do not
Do too!!
Do not!!
Serena spun on them. “Will you two cut it out?! I’m trying to get a message out and your flirting is distracting!”
Both Kyle and Ava blushed as Serena turned away. Michael, Maria and Jim gaped at them. Kyle risked one more thought to Ava. Well, if it matters…..I don’t hate you.
Ava’s voice was much quieter in his head this time. It matters.
Alex’s jeep pulled into the driveway at about the same time as Max’s car. Alex’s eyes blazed with a fury so bright that even Isabel was scared to say anything to him. The others sat on the porch steps, looking both confused and concerned. All of them rose as Alex’s slammed the jeep door.
“They’re inside?” His words came out like more of a snarl.
Max nodded. “We waited for you.” He led them all inside.
Nicholas and Tess looked up as everyone filed in. Tess looked weak, wrapped in one of Jim’s old afghans. Her skin was pale and clammy, her eyes tired. She looked resigned and despondent as the gang all flooded in, but the last face she saw caused her eyes to go wide with shock.
“Alex?”
“Shocked Tess?” He sneered.
“No…..you’re dead!!....I killed ……impossible.” She mumbled, shaking her head back and forth.
“Disappointed?” Alex’s voice dripped with an angry sarcasm.
Liz could feel the crackling energy radiating off Alex as she stood behind him. Alarmed, Liz looked down and saw the green beams of light dancing over his fingers. This was all happening too fast. She was scared that if Alex acted too quickly, he might never be able to forgive himself for his actions.
Liz felt a fluttering at the edge of her mind, Ava’s voice. I know…we need to diffuse this.
Liz tried to think back an answer, unused to speaking with her thoughts. But what can we do?
Tess finally broke the silence. “Alex…..I’m sorry.”
But Alex’s anger raged, still on a high. “Sorry?!!! You expect me to believe that?! After what you did to me? After…..we….” His voice broke and he looked down.
Tess let out a small gasp. “You know then? You know about ….our son?” She looked at the others, and seeing their lack of shock or curiousity continued. “You all know?”
Maria answered. “Yes, we found him.”
Tess brightened a little. “Is he all right? Can I see him?”
Alex’s head snapped back up, his eyes narrowed. “No!” His hand raised and it seemed that for a moment time slowed.
Green light crackled around Alex’s outstretched fingers. Tess looked scared and Nicholas panicked, moving to hold Tess in his arms as if she shield her. But he looked frightened too, closing his eyes tightly.
“NO!!! DON”T!!” Ava lurched forward and grabbed Alex’s outstretched hand. But the green light around his fingers had already faded, having done nothing. Alex looked down and his shoulders slowly began to shake. Liz and Maria stepped toward their friend.
“I can’t do it. After everything she did…. I couldn’t….” Alex mumbled, sounding ashamed.
Liz embraced her friend. “I couldn’t either.” She whispered in his ear, remembering when it had been her decision if Tess would live or die.
Ava spoke up. “And you don’t have to.”
Everyone turned to stare at Ava as she stood in the middle, looking as if lightening had just struck her brain.
“What are you talking about?” Kyle asked, stepping toward her.
“There is something else you….I mean we can do to help them.”
“Why would we want to help them?” Micheal bursted out.
“Because it would show you that you don’t have to fear them.”
Serena looked thoughtful and moved toward Ava and Kyle. “If she used the Tachyan orb to heal him….her powers would be depleted…..it might work.”
“Would someone please explain what you’re thinking of?” Michael’s temper was still simmering.
Serena turned to him. “We can heal them, their minds. I can help you.”
“Wait a minute!” Nicholas sputtered.
“No, it won’t hurt you. You’ve recently become human, this will help you sort out all the stuff going on in your head. And it will help Tess understand. It won’t hurt either of you. In fact…it will probably help you.” Serena explained.
Nicholas looked at Tess. “What do you think?”
Tess looked around at the faces of the others. “I think we should let them. It might keep them from killing us.” She sighed, still reeling from seeing Alex and hearing about Zan.
“Okay, Max ? I need your help.” Serena gestured for Max to join their circle.
Ava grabbed Kyle’s hand. For a moment he found himself lost in a flash of an image of Tess…no Ava as a child running through a sewer tunnel, looking over her shoulder and laughing. It was accompanied by an electric hot sensation, that woke up his every nerve.
“Kyle?” Ava pulled on his hand and he found himself back in the room, but a warm tingling feeling still danced on his skin. He forced himself to concentrate on what was going on. “I need you.” Ava said quickly. He found himself wishing she’d said the words in a different context..but obeyed, kneeling beside her in front of Tess and Nicholas.
Serena held Max’s hand and Nicholas while Ava and Kyle joined up with Tess. All six closed their eyes. The room got very quiet as a white light began to glow around each little huddle.
Liz held tightly to Alex and Maria, suppressing the urge to run across the room and yank Max away from where he knelt. Seeing him so near Tess and Nicholas made her stomach lurch. Without warning green energy crackled around her knuckles as she stared.
Alex leaned his head back to chuckle, covering her green lit hand with his own, dousing the charge. “Hey, if I don’t get to kill them, neither do you.”
Liz had to smile. “It’s nice to have you back Alex, I’ve missed you.”
Alex grinned, tugging both girls closer into their group hug. “You don’t know much I’ve missed you two!”
Ava worked as fast and furious as she could. It wasn’t easy working with someone else’s power. Kyle’s connection to her was deep and open though, he freely gave all of his strength and power to her as she worked. And there was something else there too in their connection that she was trying to ignore for the moment. A pleasant warm glow that licked at the fibers of her being, a familiarness….that threatened to distract her from her task at hand. She tried to push it to the back burner as she rifled through Tess’s memories of her and Nasedo.
Nowhere were there memories of Tess playing or laughing….never being allowed to be a normal child. Even on Antar children were not as schooled and demanded of as she had been. No wonder her emotions had never evolved correctly. Ava realized that she’d had the better upbringing, despite hatching in the sewer and having to steal food and provisions all her life. At least her four had been allowed to make up their own minds, to learn to laugh and to love.
Ava could feel Serena using Max’s power on Nicholas nearby. Her work had to be just as hard. Skins only had a basic sense of anger, hatred, revenge, lust and greed. Serena was creating more neural pathways in his newly human mind so that he could learn quickly to deal with all the emotions that it carried.
Ava felt her strength waning as she moved through Tess’ mind, hitting memory after memory. As she was about drained she found herself standing face to face with Tess in a misty blank slate of her mind. The two stared at each other, Ava looking past all their surface differences and seeing only their sameness. She reached out for Tess’s hands, and Tess complied lacing their fingers together.
“Why are you doing this? Why are you helping me?” Tess asked.
“Because we were the same. You were meant to be like me, like the rest of them. You were meant to be able to feel.” Ava answered.
“I was meant to be with Max too…but that wasn’t true. Meant to be doesn’t mean anything to me anymore.” Tess sighed sadly.
“You weren’t ‘meant’ for Max anymore than I was meant for Zan. You’ll find your lifemate, and so will I.” Ava paused as their connection deepened and she felt a familiar sense. “Or maybe we already have.”
An image of Nicholas popped into Tess’ mind as Ava uttered those last words. She had one more question. “Are we one person?”
“We were, now we’re two. But I can make you whole again.” Ava focused the last of her power and Kyle’s. She let loose a blast of it into Tess, burning away the last of the pain, the hurt, the betrayal, until all that was left was the good and the new.