Posted: Fri Jul 21, 2006 3:20 pm
Part 19
Isabel felt as though she’d been shot herself, a sharp pain slamming into her chest, making it difficult to breathe. She was only aware of the pounding of her own heart, as it seemed to reverberate in her ears.
Please, she pleaded internally – to God, to herself… she wasn’t really sure. This can’t be happening again.
“Iz? Isabel?” Emma’s voice broke through the fog that surrounded her. “Sweetie, do you need to sit down?”
“No,” Isabel rasped, shaking her head firmly. She wasn’t even sure when she had risen out of her chair. “I need to get to the hospital,” she said.
“Okay.” Emma nodded, grasping Isabel by the arm for support. “Come on. I’ll drive.”
On the way to the hospital, Emma filled Isabel in on what she’d learned from her short phone conversation with Aidan. The guys had been called in on a domestic dispute around mid-morning after a neighbor had called 911. They had arrived to find a woman threatening her husband with a handgun, and while trying to diffuse the situation, the gun had gone off, hitting Kyle in the arm. Aidan had assured Emma that Kyle was fine and would probably be home by tomorrow.
“Isabel, he’s going to be fine,” Emma assured her friend, reaching across the center console to clasp Isabel’s hand in hers.
Isabel just nodded stoically, staring out the window at the passing scenery. She wouldn’t be able to relax until she saw for herself that Kyle was okay.
After stopping at the reception desk to find out what room Kyle was in, Isabel practically raced down the corridor, Emma right on her heels. She burst into the room without so much as a knock, and her heart leapt into her throat when she saw him.
Kyle was sitting upright in the hospital bed, his left arm bandaged and resting in a sling. His face was slightly pale, probably from the loss of blood, and he looked a little tired, but other than that, he seemed perfectly healthy. When he saw Isabel, he smiled and said, “Hey.”
Isabel drew in a sharp breath, immediately going to Kyle’s right side. She dropped her purse to the floor unnoticed and grasped his hand in between hers. “Are you okay?” she asked in concern.
“Better now that you’re here,” he replied with a smile.
“We’ll just give you two a minute alone,” Emma said softly, gesturing to Aidan, who was sitting in the chair on the opposite side of Kyle’s bed.
Isabel glanced up, momentarily embarrassed that she had ignored her friends in her haste to get to Kyle. “Thanks, guys,” she said sincerely.
“Thanks,” Kyle echoed.
When they were alone, Isabel focused her attention back on Kyle, touching his face gently. “God, Kyle, I was so scared,” she said. “I thought…” she trailed off as the sob that had been threatening to escape for the last half hour was finally released, a tear rolling down her cheek.
“Hey, come here,” Kyle urged softly, and Isabel climbed onto the bed alongside him, resting her head on his chest. Tears leaked from her eyes and her hand fisted in his hospital gown as she tried to reassure herself that he was real… that she hadn’t lost him.
“Isabel, shh,” Kyle whispered, stroking his free hand through her soft hair. “Baby, please don’t cry. I’m fine. The doctor says I can probably go home tomorrow morning.”
Isabel wiped at her eyes and leaned up on her elbow so that she could look into his face when she told him what she was about to tell him. “Kyle, all I kept thinking on the way over here… was that last night could have been the last time I ever saw you… and I never even told you that I love you. I should have told you a thousand times already, and I’m so sorry that I let my fear get the best of me again. I love you, Kyle. I love you so much.”
Now the tears shimmered in Kyle’s eyes, and he reached out to caress Isabel’s cheek. “Say it again,” he implored in a near whisper.
Isabel smiled through her tears and said, “Kyle Valenti, I am so in love with you.”
He lifted his head to meet her mouth with his, their lips parting to allow their tongues to languidly caress each other. With his thumb, he wiped away the tear tracks from her cheek. They parted breathlessly, and Kyle said, “I love you too, Iz. More than you can know.”
“Kyle, I thought I was happy before you came here, but I was wrong. You brought something to my life that I didn’t even know I was missing. I can’t imagine my life without you.”
“You don’t have to. I’m not going anywhere,” Kyle told her, his blue eyes boring into hers. With a grin, he added, “You’re stuck with me.”
Isabel let out a little laugh as their lips met once more.
***
Three Weeks Later
“Kyle, have you seen my pillow?” Isabel asked as she walked into the living room of Kyle’s apartment.
“What pillow?” Kyle asked between bites of pretzels.
Isabel smirked and folded her arms across her chest in mock annoyance as she looked down at her boyfriend sprawled across the couch, munching on pretzels and watching ESPN. “The one your head is laying on, silly,” she teased.
“Hm, I knew the couch felt extra comfortable today,” he said with a grin.
“Well, I need it,” Isabel said. “I’m about to take my stuff out to the car.”
“You would take a pillow from a wounded man?” he asked with a mock gasp.
“Wounded?” Isabel asked with a laugh. “This morning you told me you felt fine. In fact, if I remember correctly, you were feeling pretty darn good this morning,” she added with a smirk.
“I’m suddenly feeling very achy,” he said with a mischievous smile, pulling her by the hand until she was lying next to him on the couch. He kissed her deeply, running his hand through her blonde locks. When they parted, he turned serious and said, “Don’t go.”
“Kyle, I haven’t been to my apartment in nearly three weeks. It’s probably pretty dusty. And I can’t keep expecting Emma to go by and feed Freckles.”
“So, bring Freckles here,” Kyle said.
Isabel chuckled and said, “What happened to, ‘I don’t need you to stay, Isabel. I can take care of myself.’”
“You’ve spoiled me,” Kyle told her, kissing her neck.
“And don’t you miss having your own space? No more of my clothes in your closet. No more of my girly things all over your bathroom.”
“I like your girly things all over my bathroom,” he said with a crooked smile.
“So that wasn’t you that was whining about all the different bottles of lotion and cleanser next to the sink?”
“Baby, I’m a man. I had to at least pretend to put up a fight.”
Isabel giggled and said, “You just have an answer for everything today, don’t you?”
“Is it working?” he asked with a hopeful raise of his eyebrow.
“No,” she said pointedly. “Now give me my pillow so I can take my things to the car.”
“You are mean, woman,” Kyle said, pretending to be hurt. But he let her get up from the couch and handed her the pillow, and even helped her take her bags to her car.
“Did you remember to take your pill?” Isabel asked him as they stood next to her car after everything was loaded up.
“See? Who’s going to remind me to take my medication once you’re gone?” Kyle teased.
Isabel rolled her eyes amicably. “Goodbye, Kyle,” she said, giving his lips a brief kiss. “I’ll call you tomorrow.”
“Bye,” he said with a chuckle, opening the door for her so she could get in the car. “Love you.”
“Love you too,” she responded, blowing a kiss and waving to him as she drove away.
***
Later that night, back in her own apartment, Isabel was preparing for bed. She’d spent the evening cleaning up – it was amazing how dirty things could get even when no one was around – and unpacking from her stay at Kyle’s.
As she crawled in between the freshly washed sheets, she couldn’t help thinking how much she missed Kyle already. She had put up a pretty tough front that afternoon, but the truth was she had almost caved when Kyle begged her not to go. She just thought it might be a good idea for them to spend a couple of nights apart.
Just as Isabel was about to turn off the light, the telephone on her nightstand rang, piercing the silence. Glancing at the caller ID, she saw Valenti, Kyle, and picked up the receiver with a smile. “Hey,” she greeted. “How’re you feeling?”
“Not so good,” Kyle answered dolefully.
“Why, what’s wrong?” Isabel asked in concern. Maybe he really had forgotten to take his medication.
“I’m in this big old bed… all alone.”
Isabel let out a giggle when she realized he was joking. “Oh, you are so pitiful,” she said teasingly.
“Mm hm,” he murmured in agreement. “I miss you already.”
Isabel dropped all pretense of being tough when she said, “I miss you too.”
“So I was thinking.”
“About what?” Isabel asked, settling back against her pillows with the phone cradled to her ear.
“Move in with me,” Kyle blurted.
“What?” Isabel asked in surprise, immediately sitting upright again.
“Move in with me,” Kyle repeated.
“Kyle, you’re just saying that because you’ve gotten used to having me around for the last few weeks.”
“No, I’m not, Iz,” Kyle said. “I’ve been thinking about it ever since you left this afternoon. Actually, if I’m being completely truthful, I’ve been thinking about it for a few days now. I want you here… with me… everyday.”
Isabel sat speechless for a moment. She didn’t know what to say. Of course the idea of living with Kyle day in and day out excited her… but it was too soon for that… right?
She let out a half-hearted laugh. “Kyle, this is crazy.”
She heard Kyle take a deep breath on the other end of the line. “Iz, all I know is that I love you. I know this might seem sudden, and maybe I am being totally crazy. But this feels right. I feel it in my heart.” He paused briefly before he continued on. “You’re it for me, Isabel Evans. I don’t want to spend another night apart from you.”
The things he could do to her with just his words. It was a good thing she was already sitting down, otherwise her legs would have failed her by now.
She knew in her heart that Kyle was the one for her too. It had taken almost losing him for her to figure it out, but she knew it. And if she was being completely honest with herself, she didn’t want to spend another night alone either.
“Okay,” Isabel finally said.
“Okay?”
“Okay. Let’s move in together.”
“Really?” Kyle questioned again, like he couldn’t believe that he’d actually talked her into it.
“Really,” Isabel affirmed, a smile crossing her pretty face. “I love you, Kyle.”
“I love you too, babe,” Kyle said. “God, I wish you were here right now.”
“I know. I do too,” Isabel said, once again making herself comfortable.
“Guess we could go with the next best thing.”
“And what would that be?” Isabel asked flirtatiously, having a pretty good idea of where this conversation was about to go.
She could practically see his grin through the phone when he asked, “What are you wearing?”
Isabel felt as though she’d been shot herself, a sharp pain slamming into her chest, making it difficult to breathe. She was only aware of the pounding of her own heart, as it seemed to reverberate in her ears.
Please, she pleaded internally – to God, to herself… she wasn’t really sure. This can’t be happening again.
“Iz? Isabel?” Emma’s voice broke through the fog that surrounded her. “Sweetie, do you need to sit down?”
“No,” Isabel rasped, shaking her head firmly. She wasn’t even sure when she had risen out of her chair. “I need to get to the hospital,” she said.
“Okay.” Emma nodded, grasping Isabel by the arm for support. “Come on. I’ll drive.”
On the way to the hospital, Emma filled Isabel in on what she’d learned from her short phone conversation with Aidan. The guys had been called in on a domestic dispute around mid-morning after a neighbor had called 911. They had arrived to find a woman threatening her husband with a handgun, and while trying to diffuse the situation, the gun had gone off, hitting Kyle in the arm. Aidan had assured Emma that Kyle was fine and would probably be home by tomorrow.
“Isabel, he’s going to be fine,” Emma assured her friend, reaching across the center console to clasp Isabel’s hand in hers.
Isabel just nodded stoically, staring out the window at the passing scenery. She wouldn’t be able to relax until she saw for herself that Kyle was okay.
After stopping at the reception desk to find out what room Kyle was in, Isabel practically raced down the corridor, Emma right on her heels. She burst into the room without so much as a knock, and her heart leapt into her throat when she saw him.
Kyle was sitting upright in the hospital bed, his left arm bandaged and resting in a sling. His face was slightly pale, probably from the loss of blood, and he looked a little tired, but other than that, he seemed perfectly healthy. When he saw Isabel, he smiled and said, “Hey.”
Isabel drew in a sharp breath, immediately going to Kyle’s right side. She dropped her purse to the floor unnoticed and grasped his hand in between hers. “Are you okay?” she asked in concern.
“Better now that you’re here,” he replied with a smile.
“We’ll just give you two a minute alone,” Emma said softly, gesturing to Aidan, who was sitting in the chair on the opposite side of Kyle’s bed.
Isabel glanced up, momentarily embarrassed that she had ignored her friends in her haste to get to Kyle. “Thanks, guys,” she said sincerely.
“Thanks,” Kyle echoed.
When they were alone, Isabel focused her attention back on Kyle, touching his face gently. “God, Kyle, I was so scared,” she said. “I thought…” she trailed off as the sob that had been threatening to escape for the last half hour was finally released, a tear rolling down her cheek.
“Hey, come here,” Kyle urged softly, and Isabel climbed onto the bed alongside him, resting her head on his chest. Tears leaked from her eyes and her hand fisted in his hospital gown as she tried to reassure herself that he was real… that she hadn’t lost him.
“Isabel, shh,” Kyle whispered, stroking his free hand through her soft hair. “Baby, please don’t cry. I’m fine. The doctor says I can probably go home tomorrow morning.”
Isabel wiped at her eyes and leaned up on her elbow so that she could look into his face when she told him what she was about to tell him. “Kyle, all I kept thinking on the way over here… was that last night could have been the last time I ever saw you… and I never even told you that I love you. I should have told you a thousand times already, and I’m so sorry that I let my fear get the best of me again. I love you, Kyle. I love you so much.”
Now the tears shimmered in Kyle’s eyes, and he reached out to caress Isabel’s cheek. “Say it again,” he implored in a near whisper.
Isabel smiled through her tears and said, “Kyle Valenti, I am so in love with you.”
He lifted his head to meet her mouth with his, their lips parting to allow their tongues to languidly caress each other. With his thumb, he wiped away the tear tracks from her cheek. They parted breathlessly, and Kyle said, “I love you too, Iz. More than you can know.”
“Kyle, I thought I was happy before you came here, but I was wrong. You brought something to my life that I didn’t even know I was missing. I can’t imagine my life without you.”
“You don’t have to. I’m not going anywhere,” Kyle told her, his blue eyes boring into hers. With a grin, he added, “You’re stuck with me.”
Isabel let out a little laugh as their lips met once more.
***
Three Weeks Later
“Kyle, have you seen my pillow?” Isabel asked as she walked into the living room of Kyle’s apartment.
“What pillow?” Kyle asked between bites of pretzels.
Isabel smirked and folded her arms across her chest in mock annoyance as she looked down at her boyfriend sprawled across the couch, munching on pretzels and watching ESPN. “The one your head is laying on, silly,” she teased.
“Hm, I knew the couch felt extra comfortable today,” he said with a grin.
“Well, I need it,” Isabel said. “I’m about to take my stuff out to the car.”
“You would take a pillow from a wounded man?” he asked with a mock gasp.
“Wounded?” Isabel asked with a laugh. “This morning you told me you felt fine. In fact, if I remember correctly, you were feeling pretty darn good this morning,” she added with a smirk.
“I’m suddenly feeling very achy,” he said with a mischievous smile, pulling her by the hand until she was lying next to him on the couch. He kissed her deeply, running his hand through her blonde locks. When they parted, he turned serious and said, “Don’t go.”
“Kyle, I haven’t been to my apartment in nearly three weeks. It’s probably pretty dusty. And I can’t keep expecting Emma to go by and feed Freckles.”
“So, bring Freckles here,” Kyle said.
Isabel chuckled and said, “What happened to, ‘I don’t need you to stay, Isabel. I can take care of myself.’”
“You’ve spoiled me,” Kyle told her, kissing her neck.
“And don’t you miss having your own space? No more of my clothes in your closet. No more of my girly things all over your bathroom.”
“I like your girly things all over my bathroom,” he said with a crooked smile.
“So that wasn’t you that was whining about all the different bottles of lotion and cleanser next to the sink?”
“Baby, I’m a man. I had to at least pretend to put up a fight.”
Isabel giggled and said, “You just have an answer for everything today, don’t you?”
“Is it working?” he asked with a hopeful raise of his eyebrow.
“No,” she said pointedly. “Now give me my pillow so I can take my things to the car.”
“You are mean, woman,” Kyle said, pretending to be hurt. But he let her get up from the couch and handed her the pillow, and even helped her take her bags to her car.
“Did you remember to take your pill?” Isabel asked him as they stood next to her car after everything was loaded up.
“See? Who’s going to remind me to take my medication once you’re gone?” Kyle teased.
Isabel rolled her eyes amicably. “Goodbye, Kyle,” she said, giving his lips a brief kiss. “I’ll call you tomorrow.”
“Bye,” he said with a chuckle, opening the door for her so she could get in the car. “Love you.”
“Love you too,” she responded, blowing a kiss and waving to him as she drove away.
***
Later that night, back in her own apartment, Isabel was preparing for bed. She’d spent the evening cleaning up – it was amazing how dirty things could get even when no one was around – and unpacking from her stay at Kyle’s.
As she crawled in between the freshly washed sheets, she couldn’t help thinking how much she missed Kyle already. She had put up a pretty tough front that afternoon, but the truth was she had almost caved when Kyle begged her not to go. She just thought it might be a good idea for them to spend a couple of nights apart.
Just as Isabel was about to turn off the light, the telephone on her nightstand rang, piercing the silence. Glancing at the caller ID, she saw Valenti, Kyle, and picked up the receiver with a smile. “Hey,” she greeted. “How’re you feeling?”
“Not so good,” Kyle answered dolefully.
“Why, what’s wrong?” Isabel asked in concern. Maybe he really had forgotten to take his medication.
“I’m in this big old bed… all alone.”
Isabel let out a giggle when she realized he was joking. “Oh, you are so pitiful,” she said teasingly.
“Mm hm,” he murmured in agreement. “I miss you already.”
Isabel dropped all pretense of being tough when she said, “I miss you too.”
“So I was thinking.”
“About what?” Isabel asked, settling back against her pillows with the phone cradled to her ear.
“Move in with me,” Kyle blurted.
“What?” Isabel asked in surprise, immediately sitting upright again.
“Move in with me,” Kyle repeated.
“Kyle, you’re just saying that because you’ve gotten used to having me around for the last few weeks.”
“No, I’m not, Iz,” Kyle said. “I’ve been thinking about it ever since you left this afternoon. Actually, if I’m being completely truthful, I’ve been thinking about it for a few days now. I want you here… with me… everyday.”
Isabel sat speechless for a moment. She didn’t know what to say. Of course the idea of living with Kyle day in and day out excited her… but it was too soon for that… right?
She let out a half-hearted laugh. “Kyle, this is crazy.”
She heard Kyle take a deep breath on the other end of the line. “Iz, all I know is that I love you. I know this might seem sudden, and maybe I am being totally crazy. But this feels right. I feel it in my heart.” He paused briefly before he continued on. “You’re it for me, Isabel Evans. I don’t want to spend another night apart from you.”
The things he could do to her with just his words. It was a good thing she was already sitting down, otherwise her legs would have failed her by now.
She knew in her heart that Kyle was the one for her too. It had taken almost losing him for her to figure it out, but she knew it. And if she was being completely honest with herself, she didn’t want to spend another night alone either.
“Okay,” Isabel finally said.
“Okay?”
“Okay. Let’s move in together.”
“Really?” Kyle questioned again, like he couldn’t believe that he’d actually talked her into it.
“Really,” Isabel affirmed, a smile crossing her pretty face. “I love you, Kyle.”
“I love you too, babe,” Kyle said. “God, I wish you were here right now.”
“I know. I do too,” Isabel said, once again making herself comfortable.
“Guess we could go with the next best thing.”
“And what would that be?” Isabel asked flirtatiously, having a pretty good idea of where this conversation was about to go.
She could practically see his grin through the phone when he asked, “What are you wearing?”