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CHAPTER TEN
September 29, 1999, 7:00 a.m.
FBI Field Office, Santa Fe
Agent Stevens kept one eye on Pierce as he snatched the manila envelope from his hands and pulled out the papers inside. "Read it and weep," Pierce said with satisfaction. "You should have moved sooner, Stevens. You might have just cost yourself your chair."
Did I, now? Stevens thought, scanning Pierce's 'evidence' with a practiced eye. Interesting? Yes. Costly? Not quite.
"Fascinating," he said calmly, returning the papers to the envelope and closing the clasp. "Thank you for the special delivery, although it was certainly unnecessary and certainly stupid. You should have thought that through. You might have just cost yourself the chair."
Pierce blinked, once, twice. He always seemed surprised when anyone opposed him, this one, as though he believed himself bulletproof. Stevens had no idea what possible justification there could be for that, but then that was the problem with belief; it frequently defied logic.
"You didn't read it," Pierce said accusingly. "I told you to read it."
"And when are you going to get it through your thick skull that you don't 'tell' me to do a damned thing," Stevens said curtly. "You are
not the head of the Unit, you merely want to be. Which means that not only do you not have authority over me, but that I, as regional director, have authority over
you while you're on my turf. If you'd like, I can produce my job description so you can read it and weep."
"This isn't the way it was supposed to be!" Pierce fumed. "Agent Summers wanted
me to succeed him, and Director Sessions agreed."
"And Director Freeh didn't," Stevens reminded him. "So Summers cut a deal with a director who had left when the time came to call in that deal. Happens all the time, kid."
"I'm not a kid," Pierce retorted.
"Then stop acting like one," Stevens said bluntly. "You're constantly behaving like some snot-nosed teacher's pet who thinks he should be the new teacher's pet because of seniority. The Grand Pooh Bah you made your 'deal' with is gone. Get over it and suck up to the new Grand Pooh Bah if you want any kind of future with this Unit."
"Fine," Pierce said impatiently. "We can debate politics later, but would you please read that lab report? Pretty please?"
"Already did."
"What do you mean you 'already did'? You barely looked at it."
"This is where it's helpful to have way more experience than you," Stevens said. "I've learned to skim. And what I skimmed tells me this book is far from closed."
"They found blood!" Pierce sputtered. "This wasn't just some little one inch sample; they tested the entire dress—"
"And found blood, yes, but not enough to indicate a gunshot wound."
"Because the alien got to her!" Pierce exclaimed. "She would have bled more if he hadn't gotten to her."
"She would have 'bled more'?" Stevens echoed. "Listen to yourself, agent. You're saying the lack of evidence constitutes evidence, and it doesn't work that way. Honestly, do you know how anything works? Anything at all? Look," he continued when Pierce reddened, "the Unit gets bogus alien reports all the time.
All the time. This one came from a town sheriff whose family has a history of mental instability and is based on the 'testimony', and I use the term loosely, of a couple of Crash Festival tourists and his own teenager. No one else saw what they claim to have seen.
No one."
"But the blood—"
"Isn't confirmatory," Stevens broke in firmly. "There still isn't enough blood on the dress to indicate a massive injury like a gunshot wound. The waitress said she broke the ketchup bottle, and that could easily have led to cuts that caused her to bleed on the uniform."
"She didn't have any 'cuts'," Pierce argued. "She didn't—"
"She didn't have a medical exam," Stevens pointed out, "so we don't know what she did or didn't have. We don't even know that this blood belongs to the waitress because we don't have a sample of her blood, nor would any judge possessed of sound mind grant us a court order to obtain one when he or she hears why we want it."
"That would never have stopped my stepfather," Pierce muttered.
"Yes, well, this isn't J. Edgar Hoover's world, is it?" Stevens retorted. "Freeh actually prefers that we cover our asses whenever possible by following the law. Imagine that."
"Why should we?" Pierce demanded. "Do you think aliens follow the law?"
"We don't have a shred of proof there's any alien involvement here," Stevens said. "The blood on the uniform is human blood, there's not enough of it to prove a gunshot wound, the witnesses who offered testimony aren't credible, and, oh, by the way, just one more small thing—there's no body."
"Yes, there is," Pierce insisted. "A body with a silver handprint."
"Wrong," Stevens said. "We have a
live body with an
alleged handprint that no one but a junior Valenti saw. Even the sheriff didn't see it himself. And let's not forget the 'live' part. Aliens don't save people, they kill people. Always. All the time. No exceptions."
"But—"
"There are no, I repeat,
no documented cases of aliens saving a human life," Stevens interrupted, "and I'm willing to bet the rent there are no undocumented cases either because aliens don't do that. This case simply doesn't fit the aliens' MO."
"Then why did you send in surveillance?" Pierce asked. "You must think there's some merit to it, or you wouldn't have done that."
"See, here's the reason I have a chair and you don't," Stevens said. "It's my job to follow up on all leads even if I think they're bogus, which means I'd have an agent in Roswell even without any blood on the dress. I follow up everything, agent, but that doesn't mean I find everything credible or have to believe it. That's the responsibility that comes with the position, a position you don't yet have."
"Then let me help you follow up," Pierce said. "Topolsky's there, fine; let me go too. Give me the names of the suspects, and I can—"
"No."
"Why not?" Pierce demanded.
"Because you've already made up your mind. I need someone objective on the ground, someone with an open mind. Yours is closed. You've already decided, and you've shown you'll interpret anything you see in light of what you want it to mean. Like that lab report."
"But—"
"I'm done here, agent. Thank you for the ill-advised hand delivery, and don't ever pull a stunt like that again."
"You can't just walk away from me!" Pierce exclaimed.
"If you'll observe me closely, you'll notice that's exactly what I'm doing," Stevens called as he walked away. "If you've got a problem with that, take it up with my immediate superior: Director Freeh."
Stevens maintained a casual pace until he was inside the building, when he made a beeline for his office. His assistant was already there, gazing out the window toward the parking lot.
"You heard?" Stevens asked, tossing his briefcase and Pierce's precious lab report on his desk.
"I saw," Pamela corrected. "Can't hear much from 300 yards, but I'm going to bet you two weren't discussing last night's game."
"And you'd win," Stevens said. "Get me Agent Topolsky on the phone."
Pamela gave him an appraising look. "He got to you, didn't he? Which means he's got something," she murmured, gazing curiously at the manila envelope. "Why else would you be all nervous and jerky? I doubt it's because of his rugged good looks."
"Not one word about him being 'handsome'," Stevens said severely. "I'd like to keep my breakfast down, if you don't mind. And of course he's got something; he's got an over-developed sense of superiority and an entitlement complex, and that's all he needs to have. Make enough noise in the right quarters, and you can turn nothing into something, and he knows that. So I have to up my game and make certain all my bases are covered and then some. Get me Topolsky before school starts."
Fortunately Pamela wisely hushed up and picked up the phone. A minute later, Kathleen Topolsky was on the other end of the line.
"What have you got for me, agent?" Stevens asked.
There was a pause. " 'Got', sir?" Topolsky echoed. "This is only my third day, so I haven't 'got' much."
"Then step it up," Stevens ordered. "I want everything you can find on the alleged healer, the alleged 'healee', and any alleged accomplices, and I want it today."
"Today? I—"
"It isn't necessary to repeat everything I say, agent. I know what I said, and once should be enough for you too. Yes, 'today'. Three days is more than enough time to have learned something useful. For an experienced agent, that is."
Stevens waited while that last comment sank in. "Well....I have sensed a kind of.....romantic relationship between our suspect and our gunshot victim," Topolsky stammered.
"And how does that help us?"
"I....well....sir, I don't know what you want me to do," Topolsky said in frustration. "I was assigned to observe, and I'm observing."
"Then find more to observe, or more ways to observe," Stevens said.
"How?"
"How the hell am I supposed to know 'how'?" Stevens demanded. "You're under cover as a guidance counselor, so do what guidance counselors do. Do some guiding. Do some counseling. Guide some counseling, or counsel some guiding. Make sure you start with our suspects, and make sure you guide and counsel them more. Exactly how is up to you. I want a report this evening."
"This evening? But—"
"You're repeating again, agent," Stevens warned. "Are you up to this detail, or aren't you? Because if you're not, I can have another agent there in one hour."
"I'm up to it, sir," Topolsky said without so much as a moment's hesitation. "In fact, I just had a thought. Maybe I should encourage that romantic connection between our suspect and victim. Love makes people do and say things they normally wouldn't, especially when those people are teenagers."
"That's the spirit, agent! I need more thinking like that."
"I'll get you what you want, sir. Just leave it to me."
"That's my girl," Stevens said approvingly. "Don't let me down, agent."
"I won't, sir."
"I'll be in touch later this evening."
"I'll be ready, sir."
Pamela reappeared just as Stevens tossed the phone down and sighed. "Think she'll pull it off?" she asked.
"She'd damned well better," Stevens muttered. "It needs to at least look good."
"If you're so worried, then why not replace her?"
"Because I'd hate to waste experienced agents on this report when I have a half dozen others that are far more likely to produce something of value," Stevens said. "All I need her to do is a credible job so if Pierce goes whining to Freeh, it's clear I've done mine."
Pamela eyed him thoughtfully for a moment. "You're worried about him, aren't you? Pierce, I mean. People don't usually get under your skin like this."
"Of course I'm worried about him," Stevens said. "He's a little shit. No, he's worse than that—he's a
big shit." He paused, drumming his fingers on his desk. "Get me Director Freeh on the phone. I'm doing an end run around Pierce before he does one around me."
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West Roswell High School
"Where have you been?" Max demanded when he saw his sister coming toward him. "First period just ended.
"
Don't start with me," Isabel said severely, grabbing her combination lock so hard that the locker door rattled. "I've had the worst morning ever."
"Hey, Isabel," Michael said, coming up behind Max. "You're late."
"And you're here," Isabel retorted. "Imagine that."
"Hank insisted," Michael shrugged.
"
Hank insisted?" Isabel repeated incredulously. "Honestly, Michael, if you're going to rag me about being late, the least you could do is come up with a plausible tale about why you're in school at all."
"Never mind him," Max interjected. "Why did you have the 'worst morning ever'?"
"Worse than the morning after Max blew our cover?" Michael asked. "That
is bad."
"Okay, the worst since that," Isabel muttered as Max gave Michael a look. "First the jeep broke down. It was all hissing and sputtering, and then it just wouldn't go."
" 'Wouldn't go'?" Michael chuckled. "What a girly description."
"So I'm not mechanical; so sue me," Isabel said, savagely pulling books out of her locker. "I don't know what's wrong with it. I was just about to call a tow truck, and then who should drive up but Miss Freak Out."
"Who?" Max asked.
"Maria DeLuca," Isabel answered. "She offered me a ride."
"That was nice of her," Max said.
"And it looks like you took her up on it," Michael added.
"And I wish I hadn't," Isabel sighed. "Because she got all freaked out and rear-ended a car in front of us. And not just any car—the sheriff's car."
Max blinked. "Maria ran into the sheriff's car?"
"Right into it," Isabel said. "And he comes over and gives me this look like he was expecting horns to sprout from my head."
"More likely antennae," Michael offered.
"Thanks a heap," Isabel said acidly. "You're
so helpful."
"Isabel, the sheriff doesn't suspect you," Max said gently. "And it was Maria who hit his car, not you, so he can't blame you for that."
"It's not just that," Isabel said. "It's Maria. She's just....spastic. She won't be able to keep her mouth shut about us, I just know it!"
"Calm down," Max advised, pulling her further into the shadow of her locker door as students swarmed by in the crowded hallway. "Maria knows how important it is to keep our secret. Liz explained it to her."
"Oh, Liz explained it, did she?" Michael said. "Well, that settles everything for me. Doesn't it for you, Isabel?"
"Very funny," Max said darkly.
"Michael's right," Isabel said. "You shouldn't have told her, Max. She turned right around and told someone else. If she did that once, she'll do it again, and we have no control over who she tells. Do you have any idea how nerve-wracking it is to come here every day wondering who knows about us now?"
"You're overreacting," Max said. "Liz hasn't told anyone else—"
"Yet," Michael murmured.
"—and she won't," Max finished firmly.
"She already did," Michael reminded him.
"And she won't do it again," Max insisted. "She saw what happened with Maria, and she won't do it again."
"The point is, she shouldn't have done it in the first place!" Isabel hissed. "God, why are you defending her?"
Max stuffed his hands in his pockets. "Because I know what it's like to want to tell someone. To need to tell someone. And so do you, Isabel. You've always wanted to tell Mom."
"But I haven't," Isabel said. "There's the difference; I know how to keep my mouth shut, and you and Liz don't. And if neither of you can keep quiet, how can we expect Miss Freak Out to do any better?"
"You're going about this all wrong," Max argued. "Calling her names and assuming she's going to crumble will only make things worse. We need to make friends with the people who know about us so they're less likely to slip and say something they shouldn't."
"Make friends?" Isabel said with a bitter laugh. "With Maria? You're crazy."
"I know I'd never be friends with her," Michael commented.
"Maybe you're not the best example," Max said dryly. "But we should all look for something we have in common with both Liz and Maria to make it clear we're not a threat."
"So you're admitting they think we're a threat?" Michael asked innocently.
"No, I...." Max paused in frustration. "I'm just saying that the best way to keep them quiet is to befriend them."
"Oh, sure," Isabel said. "And then you get to snuggle with Liz. How convenient."
Max pinked. "I didn't say that!"
"It all depends on what you meant by 'befriend'," Michael said blandly.
"Don't twist this," Max warned.
"I'd love to stay and duke it out, but I'm late," Isabel said. "If I miss study hall, I won't get a chance to study for my math test."
"No study hall," Michael said. "Our new guidance counselor wants to talk to all of us."
"About what?" Isabel groaned.
"Career counseling," Max answered. "She's using our free periods and our lunch hour to talk to each of us individually."
"Great," Isabel muttered, slamming her locker door closed. "Now I get
no time to study. What kind of a 'career' am I going to have if I fail math?"
"I'm not going," Michael announced. "I already know my career—finding out what this means."
Max's eyes widened when Michael held up something small and golden. "What's that doing here?"
"It's staying with me," Michael said. "You didn't expect me to leave it with Hank, did you? It goes wherever I go, the bathroom, the shower, wherever."
Isabel closed her eyes. "That's a visual I didn't need."
"You shouldn't be waving that around," Max protested. "What if Valenti sees it? If he went to all that trouble to keep it from whoever was emptying his office yesterday, he's bound to miss it."
"You know, it's odd that you'd be worried about anyone seeing this key because you weren't worried about who saw you healing Liz," Michael said. "But I think a bit further ahead, and I already checked. Valenti's not here."
"Except that one," Isabel said, eyeing a group of students coming toward them with Kyle Valenti in the middle.
Michael snorted softly. "As if some dumb jock has any idea what's what with anything besides football scores."
"He's not dumb," Max said.
"No, he's just Liz's boyfriend," Michael said.
"Would you two stop it?" Isabel begged. "Enough already with the key. Max is right; just put it away."
"A minute ago, you said
I was right," Michael reminded her.
"Yeah, well, you each have your moments, but don't get all excited about it," Isabel retorted just as the bell rang. "Great," she added darkly. "I still have to sign in, and they'll give me the third degree about why I was late."
"Don't fret," Michael said. "The sheriff will back you up."
"Remind them about the guidance counselor's pow wow," Max advised as Isabel threw Michael a murderous look. "Then they won't keep you as long." He paused, waiting until she was out of earshot before rounding on Michael. "Is it really necessary to needle her like that? She had a rough morning anyway."
"Yes, Maxwell, it's absolutely necessary for me to needle both of you," Michael answered. "You know why? Because you both take all of this much too seriously. This isn't real. This isn't us. This isn't who we are or what we were meant for."
"And what exactly were we 'meant for'?" Max asked.
"I'm not sure," Michael admitted. "But not this, I can tell you that much. You and Isabel are just too invested in this happy little life of yours, which is gonna make it all the harder when you have to let it go."
Max was quiet for a moment. "Maybe," he allowed. "Or maybe if we never learn what it means to 'invest', we'll never be able to do what we were 'meant for'. Ever think of that?"
Michael eyed him beadily as he started down the hallway. "You coming?" Max asked.
"No, thanks," Michael said. "Go get counseled without me."
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9 p.m.
Evans residence
"It was awfully nice of you to offer to stay here tonight," Diane said as Dee shrugged off her coat, "but it's not really necessary. We'll be back tomorrow."
"I know," Dee said lightly. "But I also know how much you fret when the kids are here alone."
"Mmm," Diane murmured. "And
I know you've always thought I was overreacting."
"True," Dee admitted. "But I overheard someone talking about her kids going off to college, and it suddenly dawned on me that none of us have much longer together. Before you know it, Max and Isabel will be off....somewhere else. So I guess I'm trying to enjoy them while I can."
Diane's skeptical expression evaporated, and she enveloped Dee in a massive hug. "Oh, I know, Mom!" she whispered, suddenly close to tears. "I try not to think about it, hate to think about it....but it's coming. I know it's coming. I don't know how I'll manage, but....I guess I'll just have to." She let go, swiping a hand across her face. "Philip's waiting, so I should go. I've already said goodbye to the kids. Just as well, really, because they'd be mortified if they find me crying over college. Thanks again for staying. I really appreciate it."
College, Dee mused as she watched her son's car back out of the driveway. If only Diane knew how very much further her children were likely going some day, that what was "coming" was something she'd never dreamed of. She'd always dreaded the day her emotional daughter-in-law would have to say goodbye to what she thought were her children because she'd expected them to remember long before now. Maybe it was better that they be older when it happened. It would make more sense to Diane because she would have been saying goodbye to them anyway, albeit not across a galaxy.
And not just Diane, she admitted ruefully. Embarrassing as it was to admit, she would have an equally difficult time saying goodbye. She of all people should have known not to get too attached, but so much time had gone by with barely a hint of memory....
Which is why you're here now, she reminded herself firmly. She was here on a mission, not because she'd suddenly decided Diane's fretting was justified. Although, given what the three musketeers had been up to recently, maybe that fretting was more justified than ever.
"Grandma?"
It was Isabel, gorgeous as usual, even in her pajamas. "What are you doing here?" Isabel asked after a hug and a kiss.
"Staying with you, of course."
"We're not little kids anymore," Isabel smiled. "We can handle a night by ourselves."
"Tell me about it," Dee said lightly. "Or rather, tell your mother. I'm just trying to set her mind at ease. I'll stay out of your hair, I promise."
"You never get in our hair," Isabel said. "And we're always glad to see you. Aren't we, Max?"
Max, who had just appeared on his way to the kitchen, stopped. "Hey, Grandma. Mom and Dad just left."
"She knows. She's babysitting," Isabel said.
Max smiled faintly. "Oh. Okay. I'll try to behave myself."
"You'd darn well better, young man," Dee said with mock seriousness, pulling her bag toward her and emptying the contents. "Or you won't get to see these."
"What's that?" Isabel asked.
"Photo albums," Dee answered. "We found some old photos of when your father was very little. I thought he'd like to see them. We all like to know where we come from."
She'd been careful to keep that last sentence casual, but it had the desired effect; Max and Isabel exchanged glances before Max abandoned his trek toward the kitchen and Isabel flipped open the top album curiously.
"Wow," Max said. "Dad wasn't just little, he was really, really little."
"This looks like Roswell," Isabel commented.
"It is," Dee said. "Your grandfather and I were visiting your great-grandparents, and we got an apartment here in town. After your great-grandmother and I had a fight, that is."
Isabel's eyes widened. "Over what?"
"Your great-grandmother didn't approve of the way I continued going to school after I had your father," Dee explained. "It got a little tense."
"Geez, lots of mothers work today," Isabel said, flipping pages. "I haven't seen great-grandma in ages; I'll have to rib her about that when I....oh, God," she said suddenly, coming upon a quintessential 'naked-in-the-bathtub' picture. "I
so did not need to see that."
"That's a classic," Dee chuckled. "But don't worry. We don't have any pictures of you two that young. You were both much older than that when you came into our lives."
Max looked at his sister, then back at the album. "You were there that night, weren't you, Grandma? The night they found us?"
"Yes. Why?"
There was a pause, just a moment's hesitation….and then the floodgates burst. "What were we like?" Max asked eagerly. "What did we look like? What were we doing when you found us?"
Two pairs of eyes fastened on Dee, eyes full of fear, and longing, and....more fear. They wanted to know, but it scared the hell out of them.
"Well," she said carefully, "what do you remember?"
"Practically nothing," Isabel said quietly.
"Okay," Dee said. "You were both walking hand in hand—"
"Naked," Isabel whispered.
"Yes, naked," Dee agreed. "Neither of you would say anything, so we packed you in the car, drove you back to your great-grandparents' house and gave you a bath. Guess we missed our chance for a photo like your dad's."
"That's okay," Max assured her. "And then we went to the orphanage?"
"Yes," Dee answered, leaving out all the shenanigans at the sheriff's station and the hospital. "Your mother and father kept track of you, and offered to foster you until they found your real parents. And then they adopted you when they never found them."
No one said anything for a minute. Dee waited while Isabel stared into space and Max looked at the table, finally breaking the spell by grabbing the second album and opening it.
"Wait," he said suddenly. "This picture's labeled '1959'. You were here in 1959?"
"This was the summer of '59," Dee said. "Why?"
"Did anything....happen that summer?" Max asked.
Dee could have sworn she saw Isabel give her brother a kick beneath the table. "Lots of things happened," she answered, privately noting that what happened in the summer of '59 could easily fill a book. "Anything in particular you were looking for?"
"No," Isabel said quickly. "Nothing in particular. We should get to bed," she told Max. "Tomorrow's a school day. Goodnight, Grandma."
"Goodnight," Dee said. "If you need me, I'll be out here walking down memory lane."
Interesting, Dee thought as she watched Isabel hustle her brother away from the photos and temptation. It had been a short conversation, but it had served its purpose; they were unquestionably interested in 1959 and unquestionably looking for answers, even if Isabel was actively trying to shut that investigation down. Maybe she should go say goodnight to them. Maybe Max would ask more questions if his sister wasn't there to shush him.
Too late, she thought as she rounded the corner just in time to see Isabel slipping into Max's bedroom. The door was open, and Dee hovered outside. She'd been an expert eavesdropper in her youth, but she never thought she'd still be doing it all these years later.
"Looking for something?" Isabel's voice said.
Dee peeked around the corner. Max was gazing out the window at the sky, Isabel peering over his shoulder. "What if there is someone out there somewhere, waiting for us to come home, you know?" Max said. "Another mom and dad?" He paused, glancing up at Isabel, who hadn't answered. "I know we never really talk about this stuff. Do you? Wonder about it at all?"
Dee pulled back quickly as Isabel took a seat on the bed. "Every day."
"Well...what if we could find out?" Max asked. "What if someone had the answers for us? Would you want to know?"
"I think I'd be really scared," Isabel admitted. "What is this about, Max? Is this about the key Michael found? Because you know we can't do anything about it."
"We're always being so....cautious, you know?" Max said wistfully. "Always watching behind our backs. Never getting too involved. But we're never moving forward either. We're just kinda stuck, Isabel. I'm not sure I want to be stuck anymore."
Dee leaned her head against the wall and closed her eyes, the urge to run in there, to tell him everything she knew so powerful, it was almost overwhelming.
I have the answers for you! she wanted to shout.
And I'm not the only one.
"....took a really big risk just telling them, and I don't like where it's headed," Isabel was saying.
"I trust them, Isabel."
"You
want to trust them," Isabel corrected.
So they did tell someone, Dee thought, her head swirling at the contrast between "we remember practically nothing" and the conversation going on right now. Someone else knew, more than just one person if the plural "them" was taken literally. Others were now keeping the secret also, a terrifying thought if ever there was one.
"....can't just go around walking into people's dreams," Max was saying. "Remember when you did it with Mom? She wouldn't go back to sleep for a week."
"Just to check things out, you know?" Isabel said. "Preventive measures."
"Isabel...."
"Max? Just a short visit. Goodnight."
Dee scrambled down the hallway as Isabel exited Max's room and entered her own. Retreating to the living room, she pulled out her cell phone, then thought better of it and retreated further to the garage before dialing Brivari's number.
Don't you dare let it go to voice mail, she thought fiercely as it rang six times before he answered.
"It's Dee," she said breathlessly, feeling almost like she'd just chased someone. Goodness, but she was out of practice at this cloak and dagger stuff. "Are you absolutely sure these phones are safe?"
"I have altered every single phone any of us has had for the past ten years," Brivari said with exaggerated patience. "No one can intercept our conversations, including Nicholas. What happened?"
"They know," Dee said.
"Know what?"
"That they're not from around here," Dee said. "Max actually said, 'What if there's another mom and dad out there waiting for us?' "
"He said that to you?"
"No, I was eavesdropping," Dee said impatiently. "I showed them the photos of Philip just like you suggested, and Max picked up on the date right away, only to have Isabel shush him. She's scared to know."
"She should be," Brivari said, his voice heavy with irony. "She won't be happy when she finds out why they're here."
"None of them will," Dee pointed out. "And Isabel can go into people's dreams like Urza did."
"Interesting," Brivari murmured. "Has she gone into yours?"
"I don't think so," Dee allowed, "although I'd imagine any teenaged girl who could do that would have far more exciting dreams to visit than her grandmother's. Oh, and someone else knows about them. Isabel referenced 'telling them', and she's none too happy about it."
"The girl Zan healed," Brivari said, "and her friend, a waitress at the Crashdown."
Dee blinked. "You knew about that?"
"I suspected."
"And you're not worried?"
"I'm always worried. But the waitress appears to be loyal, and it appears the shooting victim is also, especially since the sheriff pulled her in for questioning and didn't get anywhere. The photo of Atherton that Rath referenced was shown to the victim, probably because of the handprint, and she presumably told Zan and the others about it."
"And when were you going to tell me this?" Dee demanded.
"When it became necessary to do so. Which it just did."
Dee opened her mouth, then closed it, pushing back a torrent of protest about being left out of the loop. "Okay, what do we do now? God, it's
so hard to listen to this, hearing them....or him, anyway....want to know, and not saying anything! I just wanted to run right in and tell them...."
"You can't."
"Why ever not?" Dee asked in astonishment. "They already know, Brivari! They want answers, or at least Max does."
"I'm aware of that, just as I'm also aware of what those answers could do to them."
"We won't have the problem we had when they were little," Dee argued. "Their brains aren't tiny any more, they're nearly finished growing. They're not children—"
"No, they're not," Brivari interrupted. "They're adolescents, with all the impulsiveness and poor judgment which comes with that age, if recent behavior is any indication."
"But Max isn't like that," Dee protested. "He—"
"Just healed a human in full public view. Hardly a model of self control and good judgment."
"He saved someone's life," Dee said severely. "Doesn't that count for something?"
"Not if it means he loses his own."
"Then
what?" Dee demanded in exasperation. "What do we do?"
"Exactly what we've been doing: We watch, we wait, and we hope the interest from Valenti and the FBI fades into obscurity and the hybrids go back to being careful. They've been cautious all this time, so it's clear they're smart enough to know they have to be. With any luck they'll keep their heads down from here on out and give themselves a while longer to mature. Zan is absolutely not ready to responsibly handle the power which will be his if I approach him, and none of them are ready to go home. It's too soon."
"But how can you know that?" Dee argued. "If you told him the truth, he might be very different."
"I already lived through his adolescence once," Brivari said. "I have a very good idea of what form it will take on the second go round, and I can assure you he's not ready. I can't afford to be wrong about this; I have an entire planet to think of, not to mention my own people, who will be at his mercy when he returns. I can't surrender them to a boy with a soft heart and poor judgment."
"So you're just going to leave them with all these questions?" Dee protested. "They want to know! You can't really expect me to—"
"Listen to me," Brivari broke in firmly. "This is
the most dangerous time for them, when they know just enough to be aware, but lack the maturity to fully process anything they learn or carry the expectations of a planet. It is absolutely imperative that we not heap too much upon them too soon lest we break them in the process. My job is to keep them alive until they're prepared to shoulder their birthright."
"And how will we know when that happens?" Dee asked in bewilderment.
There was a pause. "I'm Zan's Warder," Brivari said. "I know him better than he knows himself. I'll know."
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I'll post Chapter 11 next Sunday.

BRIVARI: "In our language, the root of the word 'Covari' means 'hidden'. I'm always there, Your Highness, even if you don't see me."